Greetings dear reader, you might be wondering what is happening with me, why am I doing so much stuff at once when some things I do does not even make any sense 🤔

Well, everything that I'm doing does make sense to me. It completely depends on how are you perceiving my activities. I started by exploring spirituality then I started to self-exploitation to better understand things that weren't making sense to me. Now, "self-exploitation" what does that even mean - it simply means I was playing around/experimenting with my own human emotions, sadhanas, diets, and biological cycles, for experiencing something that someone rarely does.

It is something that to experience something everyone doesn't, I'll have to DO something that everyone doesn't. Which made my experience, explore and exploit the very cool things within the universe.

Universe? How and what with the universe?
Well, How is something "Tantra" can answer and not some bunch of texts/blogs/vlogs/etc

What is simply, we live in a fabricated reality meaning whenever, whatever we human beings do in terms of thought, speech, or action makes reality turn/flip/switch in a scale that an unawakened human might not be able to perceive. And, myself raising higher and higher with the cosmic energy and not caring about the fabricated reality was simply stupid. Which I realized only after facing the consequences from the higher levels itself. It made me burst into tears, made me cry for my actions. Tuning things only in your favor without taking care of the rest of the cosmic entities is simply stupid.

I was into such a level of absolute stupidity, madness, and insanity that I didn't care about my own body, my breathing was keeping me awake, while my mind would get into any direction at any point in time, making me work on some evil/dark energies, which was not letting me into a realm of bliss.

I'm very thankful to every single globalist out there who did help me get out of the hopeless darkness I was seeking myself into <3

Alive masters, not-so-alive ones, and those who simply knew the value of love helped me get out of the mess/hell that I was creating for myself.

Always remember, whenever I use the word "I" instead of us/we always get that I'm into some business, while the usage of "We" is simply I mean to serve as a sewa. And, Sewa doesn't expect anything in return.

It's very difficult to express non-duality in terms of the word/world that's based on duality.

And, while the above stuff had been going on with me. There were so many other things happening in the background. So many honorable scientists, journalists, doctors, engineers, etc. were working on several projects.

The weirdest part is that everything that was happening to me was not with just me, it was the entire universe. Me being some guy with a tiny pinch of ego had to let go of everything, everything I thought I owned turned out to be "nothing" it was either associated with something that was by someone or was being fed with something so that this stupid kid could work on.

Time, Sounds/VIbrations, Space, Moments, Points, etc lead this small kid to such a hierarchical pyramid of truth that he couldn't turn around or dis-trust since it was something happening while this spoiled kid of a spoiled generation was witnessing.

Everything, from earthy stuff to amazing stuff. While this kid witnessed that playing with something superior to him could lead to some fatal changes/hacks/modifications that nobody would wish to do. He can go on and on with whatever is being witnessed by him.

Since we lack time and everything on earth is limited to several variables/factors, summing up. Truth wins, the reality could be bent but it would lead to consequences that nobody wishes to experience. Either it should be accepted by every single entity, which is being done responsibly by several buddhas, globalists, and saints.

This kid once wanted some sort of ticket to get into the game of it, his request seemed to get fulfilled. The game is of chi/aura/entity/radiations that are sometimes visible and sometimes not.

He learned it the HARD way, that taking is evil and sharing/giving is not. And, now he's seeking a peaceful world as a One World Family. And, looking at his past it looks like he'll volunteer for the world serving as much as he can with all the blessings he got from every community/commune he was associated with.

Peace 🦢☮🕊❤‍🩹💝